I Wonder ...

I was conflicted about what to write about tonight and visited Apt TBD and got some good inspiration (as per usual). Here are my sometimes I ...

• Sometimes I am so confused that I can not act - I just retreat to my house and withdraw from everything and everyone.
• Sometimes I get angry with myself because I don't feel like I'm living to my full potential.
• Sometimes I act like I'm okay when I'm not because I just don't feel like talking about it.
• Sometimes I feel selfish because I withdraw this way - it is kind of shady to disappear.
• Sometimes I'm so happy I can not compose myself.
• Sometimes I feel like I am living a dream life.
• Sometimes I feel like the dream is a nightmare.
• Sometimes I wish there was a roadmap to life - just show me exactly where I'm supposed to be and I can come up with a route to get here.
• Sometimes I think I'm going to be single for the rest of my life and that saddens me.
• Sometimes I think I'm going to be single for the rest of my life and that excites me.
• Sometimes I think I'm destined for greatness.
• Sometimes I know it is me that is standing in my way.
• Sometimes I leave behind all thoughts and worries and just am and those are the best times.