It Wasn't Him

Earlier this year, I have dedicated myself to being open to falling in love ... I think I'm going to change my mind on that. The process has been painful and I need to focus my energy on self love for now. I'm giving up my mission of "calling in the one"... if it is meant to be he'll come. At the time, Adele speaks what I'm feeling better than I can, so here's her lyrics ...

Right under my feet is air made of bricks

That pulls me down turns me weak for you

I find myself repeating like a broken tune

And I’m forever excusing your intentions

I give in to my pretendings

Which forgive you each time

Without me knowing

They melt my heart to stone

And I hear your words that I made up

You say my name like there could be an us

I best tidy up my head

I’m the only one in love I’m the only one in love

Each and every time I turn around to leave I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed

So desperately I try to link it with my head

But instead I fall back to my knees

As you tear your way right through me I forgive you once again

Without me knowing

You’ve burnt my heart to stone

And I hear your words that I made up

You say my name like there could be an us I best tidy up my head

I’m the only one in love I’m the only one in love

Why do you steal my hand

Whenever I’m standing my own ground

You build me up, then leave me dead

Well I hear your words you made up

I say your name like there should be an us I best tidy up my head

I’m the only one in love I’m the only one in love.